Is it bad that I love my grandparents more than my actual parents?

As long as your parents are not verbally or physically abusive then you should be okay. However, if you think that your parents are the cause of your depression then you should seek help. Talk to your grandparents or any trusting adults about your problems. You have to understand that your parents are trying to protect you as well. You are 15 and cannot just go wherever you want when you want because if something bad happens to you they could be responsible. You are right, your dad sounds fairly sarcastic and mean at time. As a 15 year old I think that you should be allowed to hang out with your friends in a safe environment like at the mall or the movie theater. You might want to sit down and tell your dad how his rude comments make you feel. Good luck and I hope my answer helps a little bit, and yes it is okay to love your grandparents more than your parents